there's something about fridays

that makes it impossible for me to do anything but smile,
even with this grimy cough that i have and all the clouds in the sky...

so close 'til im home again !

the countdown begins,
west coast ya better be ready for me

thunderous tuesdays

dear...whomever,

grant me the serenity of mind to accept that which cannot be changed; courage to change that which can be changed, and wisdom to know the one from the other


(please)

SarahKSilverman Sarah Silverman 

Oh shivering girls in skimpy clothes, surely u can get someone to love you w/out being cold, no?

10 Apr

SarahKSilverman Sarah Silverman

90% of the times I talk shit it comes from a not-confident place in me. (the other 10% I"m right on)

23 Apr

you talkin' to me ?

my chocolate bunny

is crumbling all over my white comforter...
happy easter,
i went to connecticut saturday to spend the night and holiday with my boyfriends family, i had an incredible time and ate some delicious food. it was the first time meeting any of his family and i would like to hope that they liked me as much as i liked them ( what does it mean when your significant others' father introduces you to someone as their kids' "friend" ? ) i have a new fondness for him after seeing how sweet and gentle he is with his 99 year old grandma and how proud his parents are of him and so i thank them here, publicly, even if they don't (and probably shouldn't....) read my blog, for an amazing easter.


it was nice to get a little break from burlington...

z-

remember how i called you a million times, looked inside your room a thousand times and even went inside your room, rummaged for paper, a pen and some tape, wrote a note and taped it to the inside of your door and left and all along you were passed out in your bed ? how about how you could have sworn there was someone crouching in the corner ? yea... haha those are some moments i'll remember forever.
i'm so glad i met my princess match <3.
-s

try me

not going to forgive myself

for missing it...
(another bassnectar show missed)

4.20.2011

"tupac always wanted me to smoke weed with him, and i never did. thats my biggest regret." - mike tyson

it's sad

that i really, really dislike my own body 
and i want a nicer one more than anything
but i can't find the motivation to work on it...
it's frustrating, 
i just want to be happy in my own skin.

too cute

so i'm almost scared

to write about my past week... 
isn't that sad ? 
since apparently something i had up was taken as a direct insult,  harassment or  non other - can you believe that ? any of the people that truly know me (probably all of the few people that read this blog) know that such a thing is not in my nature, i was raised better than that and it's just not my character...
so besides all that, you can tell that this has been a rocky road, 
an emotional one of realizing that this, ongoing bitterness and tension between the two of us,
is somehow not yet over, 
that it almost seems like it will go on forever, never truly being resolved.
my point, that i of course somehow deviated from what i had in mind to write, being sorry for not (bare with the pretentiousness of the word) "blogging" in a few days.
i know how much my blog matters to people and how you all depend on it.. (HaHa) 

ink my body

today was

my best friend and my "rocks" birthday... 
i tried to make it a great one and i hope it was, but with a run in with the cops it'll for sure be a memorable one... 
happy birthday , babe. 
you're the bestest.


(ima cornball, i know)

sometimes

i scare myself with the thoughts i have...

feeling lost

confused , scared and numb...
contradiction to emotions and yet all i want is for you to help me feel...

cheer y(up)

i want to feel your beard stubble

against my skin...





i get goose bumps just thinking about it

good weed, white wine, i come alive in the nighttime

really ? sunday ? already?
i'm ready for the weekend.
or can i at least rewind to friday ?
MiMOSA was unbelievable, working on getting the cell phone videos put up .

missing the city environment, not going to lie

you don't mean nothing at all to me