life can be a bit scary

lifes short- live on the edge

cause otherwise we'll never be able to answer that 'what if'

am i not good enough ?

tired of playing "the game"

is it just me or do meaningless hookups eventually get old ?
my first year at university was fun; i drank, danced, meet countless amazing people and hooked up.
hooked up with guys that i didn't end up seeing again, or if i did it was insanely awkward. i'm sick of it,
i'm sick of 'the game' and college kids need to hook up with as many people as possible. im sick of guys thinking that they are solely using girls for sex when they should realize perhaps some girls are doing the same, using them, without strings attached. thats what i was doing and now im sick of it. ill enjoy my summer, travel an have fun but once college starts i'm taking a vow of celibacy unless i find someone worth my time, someone who wants more than an awkward next day encounter.

woah, its good to be back home .

A coward is incapable of exhibiting love; it is the prerogative of the brave. 

i wish i knew how

i wish i took photos like these

what i hope ill be able to tell you one day...

the tic tacs made me think of you, made me think of driving around in your porsche, eating tons of tic tacs, laughing. it made me think of counting down the minutes until you would come back from a business trip with a new american girl outfit in your bag and a smile on your face. i miss pretending to be interested in football so i could hang out with you. i miss sleeping on julians roof on warm summer nights and you teaching me all the constellations. can we go back to that ? i know i constantly give you a hard time, i know i don't make it easy for you but you have to understand that you can be the farthest thing from easy to be around too, but it doesn't really matter now, does it ? i LOVE you papi , you are my dad and i will always love you, never think otherwise .

why do i have to know what i want to do for the rest of my life ?

I AM STILL A KID . I DONT WANT TO DO ANYTHING.