Monday, January 31, 2011

Monday, January 24, 2011

afraid

dissociation

going through all the motions of life, "living" with only two emotions, without feeling any connection to my own body . like a ghost occupying someone else's life but not quite. nothing scares me more than "living" like this for the rest of my life then just dying and that be it, a lost cause, a waste of breath. never having lived.


the pit in my stomach is stretching .

Sunday, January 2, 2011

control ?

i hate this new feeling, this new feeling of lack of control.
the lack of control of my own emotions as well as the lack of control of what happens...

and for my few fellow "followers"...

a little something from me to you on account of the holidayz...
one of my very own personal photos, taken in the fall at school. hope you like it !


oh yeah...

Wonder Woman really let herself go.

Happy New Year an shiiiit. hope all you shmucks have a fabulous 2011. 

Y0 G!4L, WH343D Y@ G4+ UR HURD0 D!D ?!!?